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The Secret Behind "The Secret"

Whoever keeps changing my blog without my consent is an accomplice in attempted murder. Was my mother possibly murdered by forced monogamous and forced celibate financial and surveillance enslavement groups that do everything they can to keep you from making friends? Please sponsor us with friendships for residential study groups. Do people pervert celibacy and monogamy to lie about interracial and single racial people?

I feel like people are playing some type of denied covert surveillance based blame game to just to get me to post this again or to never post anything again.

I feel like I have to live in a society where you have to sue people for things you don't even know you have to sue them for yet just to be treated fairly, let alone good. I don't want to be abused for being black and poly or white and celibate. I want to sue the planet for not allowing 4 person marriages and double couple monogamous marriages, because when people kidnap, disable, and murder each other because they are possessed by SATAN(holy scripture misinterpretation, racial prejudice, incest, sexual preference prejudice, gender prejudice, religious prejudice, and just plain ignorance) then even when things aren't as bad as they seem you can get abused for it because of those 7 things I call SATAN(the 7 deadly sins of humanity as a whole). I really feel that people are good at heart(sacred heart of Jesus, God, Universe, or Creator) and only participate in possibly murdering my mother by denying me protection from covert surveillance because they are possessed by SATAN.

luxuria (lechery/lust)[10][11][12]
gula (gluttony)
avaritia (avarice/greed)
acedia (sloth/discouragement)
ira (wrath)
invidia (envy)
superbia (pride)

If you know what I mean then good 4 you. Not everyone does... Sponsor Info Critical not arbitrarily critical.
How are you feeling? 6 It is hard for me to believe that there could be so many people that would honestly believe in lies. I am forced to take this into consideration and account for the loss of my Mother because of this. People with too much influence over others rushed to have people misinterpret this website intended to help my family actually used unauthorized surveillance(obviously you would have to be misinterpreting most everything about someone who you did not asked to steal their privacy) to harm them. I hope that I can find someone who has the patience to help me write a book about family so that my intention can be made clear.

Abraham: The Secret Behind "The Secret"-Esther & Jerry Hicks
Extended Edition Esther Hicks is missing- Original Edition has Esther Hicks-

There comes a point when there are ain't no way you can lie and there comes a point when there ain't no way you can tell the truth... Stress and Struggle can make a person tell you anything.

I am tired of people denying that they are using covert surveillance to abuse me and keep me from healthy sexual relationships.
Prince - Batdance (1989)

Thanks for understanding that I am not asking for your pity just your sponsorship in reporting and solving this interrogative surveillance and intimidating lies about monogamy, celibacy, polygamy,polygyny, polyandry,etc...

I just signed the petition "Gov. Jack Markell: FREE STEPHEN COPENING" on
It's important. Will you sign it too? Here's the link:

Lyrics for Don't Give Up By Peter Gabriel:
"In this proud land we grew up strong
We were wanted all along
I was taught to fight, taught to win
I never thought I could fail
No fight left or so it seems
I am a man whose dreams have all deserted
I've changed my face, I've changed my name
But no one wants you when you lose
Don't give up
'Cause you have friends
Don't give up
You're not beaten yet
Don't give up
I know you can make it good
Though I saw it all around
Never thought I could be affected
Thought that we'd be the last to go
It is so strange the way things turn
Drove the night toward my home
The place that I was born, on the lakeside
As daylight broke, I saw the earth
The trees had burned down to the ground
Don't give up

You still have us
Don't give up
We don't need much of anything
Don't give up
'Cause somewhere there's a place
Where we belong
Rest your head
You worry too much
It's going to be alright
When times get rough
You can fall back on us
Don't give up
Please don't give up
Got to walk out of here
I can't take anymore
Going to stand on that bridge
Keep my eyes down below
Whatever may come
And whatever may go
That river's flowing
That river's flowing
Moved on to another town
Tried hard to settle down
For every job, so many men
So many men no-one needs
Don't give up
'cause you have friends
Don't give up
You're not the only one
Don't give up
No reason to be ashamed
Don't give up
You still have us
Don't give up now
We're proud of who you are
Don't give up
You know it's never been easy
Don't give up
'Cause I believe there's the a place
There's a place where we belong"

*Torture Promotes* *Rehabilitation Promotes*
Murder... Long Life...
Slavery... Freedom to Prosper...
Disrespectfully stealing with lies... Loyally sharing with truth...

I just signed the petition "Pledge to End Racism!" on
It's important. Will you sign it too? Here's the link:

I am tired of the misinterpretation of holy scriptures based on:
1. Whether you skin can adapt better to the summer, spring, fall, and winter climates.
2. Forced sexual preferences.
3. How many members you can bring to your church.


Squirrel Totem Shamanism

How to operate your OTs(open thoughts) to remedy overt closed mindedness.

We will use a TR(teasing ritual) to tease the closed mind that is always thinking in totality.

This TR goes a little something like this:

Shaman #1: "All chairs are white. Is this always true?"

Shaman #2: "No"

Shaman #1: "Give me an example of this."

Shaman #2: "Well, When I went to Walls Mart I saw black, red, white, yellow, brown, and even blue chairs."

Shaman #1: "Thank you"

Shaman #2: "All squirrels are high saints. Is this always true?"

Shaman #1: "No and your fired... give me all your nuts."

Shaman #2: "Whatever... I mean.. no thank you.. I guess I will enjoy my paradox somewhere else thank you."

Shaman #1: "Your no longer a Shaman. Give me your nuts! Squirrel!"

Shaman #2(reverted to squirrel status): Answer the question again for me. All squirrels are high saints is this always true?"

Shaman #1: "No, but keep it a secret!"

Shaman #2(reverted to squirrel status): "You can keep it a secret that it is not a secret and we will enjoy our paradox together thank you... oops, the secrets out :) By the Tao(way), can you give me an example of that?"

Shaman #1:"..."

Shaman #2:"All Squirrels are basically good? If you share blame with them for our problems and share their nuts? Is this always true?"

Let it go and shape shift into a vendetta of a scavenger laughing hyena totem shamanism?
Maybe I can choose not to decide. I've decided there is no decision to be made... the one true paradox. The decision that you didn't know was a decision yet. Don't let me confuse you with making a choice I didn't even know you could make.

"Never mind what others do;
do better than yourself,
beat your own record from day to day,
and you are a success."
- William J. H. Boetcker

"To leave the world a bit better ...
to know that one life has breathed easier because you have lived.
This is to have succeeded."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson
by: Squirrel Totem Shaman (contact) - 20 Apr '11 - 20:54
"The Will didn't understand its reflective nature either and when it did not meet acceptance for what it was reflecting, the Will often felt that it must abandon true response in favor of something more acceptable to those around it. The Will was judging against itself for the feelings it had, not realizing it was only reflecting what it received.
"Will people have often feared that they were dishonest when they tried to change their response and their guilt here has punished them for what they feared was their own dishonesty. On the other hand, when the Will has tried to be honest in areas where it has not felt acceptance for what it has to reflect, the Will has just as often been punished for being honest with those who didn't find the reflection acceptable.
"Many Will people have felt so confused by this they have felt that they have to abandon their true nature and give only the reflection others want to see. Many feel it is impossible to give any reflection at all. The Ronalokas have guilt telling them they are wrong no matter what they do.
"Originally, I did not have full acceptance for the Will and this was the reason the Will felt guilty for the reflections it was trying to give. Now, I do have full acceptance for the Will and I want to encourage the Will to move everything it has for so long held back, but I want the Will to understand guilt first so that it will not receive an unpleasant response for what it has to move."

-Original Cause: The Reflection Lost Will Has to Give.
by: Channeler (contact) - 20 Apr '11 - 20:57

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