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Mother Teresa expressed grave doubts about God's existence and pain over her lack of faith:
"Where is my faith? Even deep down ... there is nothing but emptiness and darkness ... If there be God—please forgive me. When I try to raise my thoughts to Heaven, there is such convicting emptiness that those very thoughts return like sharp knives and hurt my very soul ... How painful is this unknown pain—I have no Faith. Repulsed, empty, no faith, no love, no zeal, ... What do I labor for? If there be no God, there can be no soul. If there be no soul then, Jesus, You also are not true"
-Mother Teresa

"All I'm saying is simply this, that all life is interrelated, that somehow we're caught in an inescapable network of mutuality tied in a single garment of destiny. Whatever affects one directly affects all indirectly. For some strange reason, I can never be what I ought to be until you are what you ought to be. You can never be what you ought to be until I am what I ought to be. This is the interrelated structure of reality."
—Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.
Do we re-member?
When we live in a society with a high divorce rate, single parent families, orphanages.
And the children in these circumstances of this society don't have free education until they get a law degree(you need to know the "law" if the "law" is fair) regardless of grades (can't teachers get paid to fail somebody?).

And employers are not required to have educational "insurance" (really it should be called assurance) along with medical "insurance."
That tells you something about this society. The New Jim Crow
(if military schools required music, and massage therapy in their core curriculum there would be more protective healing in the world.)(Maybe chiropractic therapy for all the Lethal Weapons that my dislocate their shoulders in battle.)

Des'Ree You Gotta Be

Sly & the Family Stone - Everyday People by hushhush112

What's going on Hilary Clinton? Change some laws... or is that Monica's job? "All men are created equal" means all people are created equal. Feminism means gender equality. Right?

Maybe Barack and Hilary need a semi-monogamous (marriage?) relationship. I'm sure Bill would understand, but I don't know about Michelle (maybe she marries Bill). That's still heterosexual, not that it matters (to everyone).
Hey, I'd rather have our political leaders be semi-monogamous than experience another 911!!
You can call me crazy, I'll just say I'm crazy enough for our endless joy and happiness. (I prefer monogamy, but I am open minded enough to realize a semi-monogamous relationship might actually be better) polyamory marriages or semi-monogamy marriages (4 heads are better than 2) might actually be better (more parents per child). I might have to change my mind about preferring monogamy because it might be an excuse to lie about me and lie to me or lie to me then lie about me. I'd prefer to be monogamous in a 4 person marriage than a 2 person marriage, because I think that is what would make an inter-racial marriage legal.

Vote them back in office because it is probably like being in a mental institution being in charge of this crazy world. Maybe their crazy enough for our endless joy and happiness too.
There's still a lot of work to do. (Mr. and Mrs. Fockers Meet the Poly Fellows)

Passing or Failing grades bought and paid for in resource based education and housing? Probably not.
It's not that bad.
Good enough for now?

Miles Davis - Kind Of Blue / Made In Heaven [pt III]

"Only through learning can we open the spiritual windows of humanity, releasing people from the confines of ethnic or other group-based worldviews. Ethnic identity is deeply rooted in the human unconscious, and it is crucial that it be tempered through unremitting educational efforts that encourage a more open and universal sense of humanity."

-Daisaku Ikeda

If you can steal God then it is not God.
How can you 'steal religion'?
How would you have freedom of religion?
Donations support religions not taxes or profit.

Bill Withers - Lean On Me by chilavert

poly fidelity?

Share and be loyal to each other at the same time. Could monogamy be some type of mental slavery? Because in order to be loyal to each other it is necessary to share sometimes, like some type of paradox. There's always 2 extreme groups polyamory or celibacy, black or white. Too much celibacy or too many groupies? How come there isn't any in-between like heterosexuality poly-fidelity monogamy, where you just SWITCH monogamously (always with the same couple) partners every other 90 days, hours, minutes, or seconds but still remain friends or something? A couple dates a couple first before they decide on something serious. Just like being single.I like to think about it because of racial differences people have as well as gender role ideal differences. It could naturally teach kids to appreciate diversity.
Thou shall not covet...
too much sharing= covet
not enough sharing = covet?
Where's the balance?
too much privacy= stealing?
not enough privacy = stealing?
Where's the balance?
Am I stolen?

Now it seems like it is just some dramatic divorce of unconscious poly-fidelity filled with everyone lying, blaming (disguised as prevention), spying-on and harassing each other. Why is polyamory illegal at all? Would you need to add more prisons to our society or lessen the prisons in our society if polyamory was legal? What if monogamy or celibacy was illegal? What is religion... population control or something?
I feel like some people treat me as though I should have never been born although I am lucky to be alive even though they believe I am going to hell anyways so they have to spy on me, lie about me, and harass me just to prevent other people from supposedly going to hell with me. But then I laugh at it because its hard to believe that some people would want to voluntarily treat each other that way because of some explainable, unexplainable, and/or infinitely explainable paradox that they've decided to name God, Creator, or whatever. Ironically I still believe in God but that is just another paradox.
They are a strange and unknown group of people who will not allow freedom of religion.

"You are killing more of each other every day over your quarrels over religion than all other things put together, because you cannot even come to an agreement about what you think God says, or wants for you. On one side of the world God wants something different than the other. On one side of the room, in one side of your mind, God wants something different than on the other. The power is within you. You are extensions of this powerful Source Energy. You are literally God expressing in this physical body. And so, as you are standing in a thought, or in a word, or in an action that feels good to you as you are standing there—then you are fully open and allowing all of that Divine Energy to flow through you. And in that moment you are all that you said you would be when you decided to come forth into this body. You are the extension of pure positive energy. You are in your full creative power. You are thriving. You are clear-minded. You are joyful. You are filled with love. You are who you are—you are allowing that which you really are."

--- Abraham

People will lead you to believe that anger is a crime especially when they are treating you unfairly.

"The Buddhist teaching of the oneness of life and its environment tells us that humanity and the natural world are one. That is why if we wish to protect the environment, we must transform and purify the three poisons-greed, anger and foolishness-that exist in people's lives. The principle of human revolution at the most fundamental level."

-Daisaku Ikeda
Seal album track 8:

"So valuable to heaven is the dignity of the human soul that every member of the human race has a guardian angel from the moment the person begins to be."

St. Jerome (342-420AD) on Guardian Angels

Verse 66
"1. That rivers and oceans can of the hundred valleys be kings is due to their excelling in lowliness. Thus they can of the hundred valleys be the kings.
2. Therefore the holy man, when anxious to be above the people, must in his words keep underneath them. When anxious to lead the people, he must with his person keep behind them.
3. Therefore the holy man dwells above, but the people are not burdened. He is ahead, but the people suffer no harm.
4. Therefore the world rejoices in exalting him and does not tire. Because he strives not, no one in the world will strive with him."

Tao Te Ching-
1880 D. T. Suzuki and Dr. Paul Carus translation

polyamory and monogamy are like knifes they seem to cut you both ways.

I propose semi-monogamy and/or semi-polyamory depending how you look at it.

100 friendly meetings
100 Vatican III's
100 Holy Trinities

Is interracial marriage really legal if you don't allow polyamorous marriages?
Half these videos on this website may have been stolen from others invading my privacy, but I don't know how to prove it so what's the point of saying anything. I would just look crazy, but that's probably what someone wants me to look like. This is emotional harassment, and it doesn't surprise me that people would commit crimes over this. I tried to take this blog down, I think, about a year ago but the same harassment keeps happening to me. I feel I have to post this. I think I am being interrogated by overly monogamous people who subconsciously don't really want to be that monogamous.
Don't get a divorce (or separate if you have children) until after you have given semi-monogamy a chance. Give peace a chance.

What are we suppose to do go "back" to Puerto Rico or kill each other in IRAQ? Rather Protect each other in IRAQ and go back and forth to Puerto Rico and heal each other? I hope.

Condemn biracial people and force monogamy?
Do you force Christianity or is it a choice?

Mr. and Mrs. Focker's Barbecue
I appreciate Asia, inspired partly by agreements.

verse 53
"The great Way is easy,
yet people prefer the side paths.
Be aware when things are out of balance.
Stay centered within the Tao.
When rich speculators prosper
While farmers lose their land;
when government officials spend money
on weapons instead of cures;
when the upper class is extravagant and irresponsible
while the poor have nowhere to turn-
all this is robbery and chaos.
It is not in keeping with the Tao."
Tao Te Ching
Stephen Mitchell 1988 translation

This is so subject to unfair misinterpretation:

Don't get me wrong. I am promoting humanity as celestial beings through semi-monogamous interracial marriages (doesn't always have to be interracial). NOT incest.

I could be wrong, but couldn't overly monogamous white(any race) women(any gender) be prejudice against minority men(any gender)?

Both black and white parents for our children.
Both red and yellow parents for our children.
Both cyan and magenta parents for our children.
Parenthood quadrants

Songwriters: HILL, LAURYN
"Everything is everything
What is meant to be, will be
After winter, must come spring
Change, it comes eventually

I wrote these words for everyone
Who struggles in their youth
Who won't accept deception
Instead of what is truth
It seems we lose the game,
Before we even start to play
Who made these rules? We're so confused
Easily led astray
Let me tell ya that
Everything is everything
Everything is everything
After winter, must come spring
Everything is everything

I philosophy
Possibly speak tongues
Beat drum, Abyssinian, street Baptist
Rap this in fine linen
From the beginning
My practice extending across the atlas
I begat this
Flippin' in the ghetto on a dirty mattress
You can't match this rapper / actress
More powerful than two Cleopatras
Bomb graffiti on the tomb of Nefertiti
MCs ain't ready to take it to the Serengeti
My rhymes is heavy like the mind of Sister Betty
L. Boogie spars with stars and constellations
Then came down for a little conversation
Adjacent to the king, fear no human being
Roll with cherubims to Nassau Coliseum
Now hear this mixture
Where hip hop meets scripture
Develop a negative into a positive picture

Now, everything is everything
What is meant to be, will be
After winter, must come spring
Change, it comes eventually

Sometimes it seems
We'll touch that dream
But things come slow or not at all
And the ones on top, won't make it stop
So convinced that they might fall
Let's love ourselves then we can't fail
To make a better situation
Tomorrow, our seeds will grow
All we need is dedication

Let me tell ya that,
Everything is everything
Everything is everything
After winter, must come spring
Everything is everything

Everything is everything
What is meant to be, will be
After winter, must come spring
Change, it comes eventually"

English Translation:
"A hundred years have passed
Yet I hear the distant beat of my father’s drums.
I hear his drums throughout the land.
His beat I feel within my heart.
The drum shall beat
so my heart shall beat.
And I shall live a hundred thousand years."

"Many people are wanting to fan your flames of discomfort, because they believe that "you're either with us or against us; if you don't stand in the same disgust and horror that we are all standing, then you are not with us." It's hard for people to understand that you can not agree with them — and not be against them. That you could be for something without being against something else."
Give Fathers Equal Rights

Infinite Love

End Racism and Promote Gender Equality through Semi-Monogamy-
Social Catastrophe is minimized through maximizing equality and minimizing inequalities(At Least Minimize Racial and Gender Oppression)
John 12:15
Transcending/ShapeShifting Gender and Racial Idolization.

"Everyone that loveth is born of God, and Knoweth God." 1 John 4:7

1 comment:

Is monogamy a religion?
Any Amazonians interested in doing a business presentation for corporate drop me a line. Looking for 8-12 people.
"And when they found them not, they drew Jason and certain brethren unto the rulers of the city, crying, These that have turned the world upside down are come hither also; Whom Jason hath received: and these all do contrary to the decrees of Caesar, saying that there is another king, one Jesus."
1611, King James Version of the Bible (Authorized Version), Acts 17:6-7

Sins(Infinite Individualization?)
Resurrection (Infinite Unification?)

Just vote and even if you just randomly vote for someone, have faith that just because you voted, we created a balanced and peaceful environment for us all.
"Faith is taking the first step,
even when you don't see the whole staircase."
- Martin Luther King, Jr.
Songwriters: WARREN, DIANE

So you say that you can't go on
Love left you cryin'
And you say all your hope is gone
And what's the use in tryin'
What you need is to have some faith
Shake off those sad blues
Get yourself a new view

Oh, nothing is a sad as it seems, you know
'Cause someday you'll laugh at the heartache
Someday, you'll laugh at the pain
Somehow you'll get through the heartache
Somehow you can get through the rain
When love puts you through the fire
When love puts you through the test
Nothing cures a broken heart
Like time, love and tenderness
When you think your world is over
Baby just remember this
Nothing heals a broken heart
Like time, love and tenderness
Time, love and tenderness
I understand how you're feeling now
And what you've been through
But your world's gonna turn around
So baby don't you be blue
All it takes is a little time
To make it better
The hurt won't last forever
Oh, all the tears are gonna dry you know
'Cause someday you'll laugh at the heartache
Someday you'll laugh at the pain
You may be down on your luck
But baby that old lucks gonna change
Baby, oh baby you just need some
You just need some
Time, love and tenderness
Time, love and tenderness
The hurt ain't gonna last forever
Time, love and tenderness
Time, love and tenderness

"Love is an infinitely explainable and unexplainable beautiful connection to everything."
Jason I.F.
by: musix (contact) - 25 Jan '12 - 15:53


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